the fuck does this even mean???
tbh I’m not 100% sure, but I think Dirk is hot so I let my brain get weird about it so like probably a lot of “I’m not sure” and “I made my personal interpretation really weird and probably not stuff I should openly narrate,” but that’s like me about most things on a regular day, probably?
Edward Weston ph.- Nude 1934
Green cobalt amber
I somehow got from Stephen King to silent —mostly happy, few fearful— tears about Dirk and the future and mortality.
Nothing has ever been so truly safe before; no one has ever been so secure before.
I have never felt so entirely and thoroughly confident in my interest and care for another romantic partner.
I am so free.
We have more possibilities available in each moment than we realise.