February 2012
I have never had my heart feel so full! I am so full of love and happiness and joy, no matter what subpar events are going on or jealous ex-friends blackmailing me with stupid bullshit and whatever she is doing. I have the best and greatest people all over at all times! Jade, Robert, Jill, Aubrey, Quyen, Nick, Leanza, James, Sancho B.I.G., Sebastian and his perfect name, DeVann, Sarahs, Jochebed,...
Feb 7th
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Feb 5th
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Feb 5th
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I feel entirely 180’d from how I was before. It took several people and only one Celexa. Well, maybe not entirely a 180. A 156? Getting there. (And fuck you if I am crazy, overactive, and/or hysterical!) Fuck your stigmas and everything. I am still a damn awesome person. Fuck wit me.
Feb 4th
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Feb 4th
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I wish there were an easier way to distract myself...
So much rehashing in my subconscious and everything lately. Two hours is such a long time. I just don’t want to do any of this anymore. Especially seeing that it doesn’t really matter since everything doesn’t really matter to begin with and whatever, dying anyway.
Feb 4th
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mega awkward when your friend suggests the making of joke voodoo dolls and then people hear about it and wow. could everything i do in life be taken out of context in the worst way possible at all times. 
Feb 4th
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Listenleadmeintoyourdarkness: Depeche Mode / The Sun...
Feb 4th
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Feb 4th
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“Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your...”
– Franz Kafka
Feb 3rd
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Feb 3rd
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Feb 3rd
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Feb 3rd
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Feb 3rd
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Words Of Thought: Suicide  →
kwills88: Whenever you think suicide will solve your problems, just remember you’re creating and leaving behind even more.. You killing yourself will only cause hurt and pain to others, so many people will be heart broken and will suffer mentally because they’ll feel as if they failed to help and save you,…
Feb 3rd
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“Why don’t they have a WHITE history month?? Why don’t they have NON-handicapped...”
– twitter user woodmuffin
Feb 2nd
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kingknight: i hate this emotion shit.
Feb 2nd
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Feb 2nd
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Feb 1st
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Feb 1st
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Feb 1st
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Feb 1st
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January 2012
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Jan 31st
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Everyday I get closer to death.
Jan 31st
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kimjonggoon: mopwringermagic: ripkamsud: black people ruin everything.  especially jokes no, both of you are thinking of white people
Jan 30th
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“Life favors the bold, or at least the politely persistent.”
– Michael McCullough, MD
Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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searching my “video” tag; I need to be up in about five hours (why?) 
Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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eximago: Scientific illiteracy will be the death of this country.
Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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“i’m probably going to major in psychology because i like to hear about people’s...”
– high school seniors
Jan 28th
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Jan 28th
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“Being with you and not being with you is the only way I have to measure time.”
– Jorge Luis Borges
Jan 28th
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I feel so goddamn full and bursting at the seams and at the same time, I feel empty. I want to scream and I want to shout. And laugh. Laugh laugh laugh laugh. But I also feel like I want to cry. I feel so neurotic. So uppity. But strung out.  I am so high, but I am so
Jan 28th
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Jan 28th
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MISSING WOMAN from St. Louis, Missouri →
link-not-zelda: So an ex of mines has been missing for a while. I’ve had a really hard talking about it, but I think I’m getting better with it. Anyways, included in the link is a photo. So I beg of all of my followers, and friends to keep an eye out for her. If you have any info contact the police but if you are afraid or not for sure about your information send it to me and I’ll relay it to...
Jan 27th
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“24 beers in a case, 24 hours in a day. Coincidence? I think not.”
– Paul Newman
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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I didn't even know what day it was.
I feel so much has happened. How is this still within the same 24 hours? When did it begin?
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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I am having the craziest thought swings right now and it is so lonely. (reptile daisy) 
Jan 27th
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I only have the middle-end July, August and September of the last year of Go Ask Alice left.  I found it so…interesting. And it reinforced how cruel people can be. I’d say particularly teenagers, but I think it’s true at any given point in life.  I feel so good. So sad. Like I lost somebody I should have helped. Couldn’t. But should have.  I wonder so much about...
Jan 27th