REPTILE: Archive

Dec 31st

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David Hockney →

Photographer and artist (that’s like saying a square and a parallelogram)

Dec 31st

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Dec 31st

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I'm trying to draw, but I can't stop thinking.

I’ve been told by a close friend that they didn’t believe me a while back when I told them that I was depressed. By all means, I find this understandable. While I’m crying, I still find something to joke about or try do my best to do so, or advert the subject or get to a stable point to move on from. If it’s through impersonal communications (texting, IM, other Internet...

Dec 31st

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“People don’t just go around making things out of pine cones. It isn’t cute. It...”

– Tiffany Sedaris, in the most serious tone you’ve ever heard.

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Two days. Roughly 48 hours.

Less, when subtracting the hours I spend sleeping. That’s the longest period of time I can remember not having a plague of unwanted suicidal thoughts for something around six months. 16 and 17 December. It was 11:30PM; I thought today would mark the second two day period which would lead to a more likely third and fourth (for various reasons). Resetting the ticker. I hate this. I hate...

Dec 31st

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I haven't drawn in days and this distraction has...

I started, but it festered, and the creation died prematurely. I wanted paint and something wild and abstract anyway, I will make do or go without.

Dec 31st

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the first glance the glimpse is always sha tter ing I can no longer go with or with out

Dec 31st

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NOTHING WAS EVER ACCOMPLISHED WITH TEARS.

Dec 31st

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Watch

mandaflewaway: CLICK TO MAKE SOME MUSIC

Dec 31st

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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I have some new weird urges to say things like “weanie”, “broski”, and there was definitely another dumb one but I can’t remember right now… On another note, I think free writing (also known as steam-of-conscious writing) seems pretty cool and I may dabble in that some. It would be more complementary of the way I think most of my thoughts so why not?

Dec 30th

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Coax.

Laying in my bed- listening to the rain fall hard. Better than dreaming. —urbanhaiku

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Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Deviation)

Dec 30th

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So (An Update)

Disney was really nice. My last post ended abruptly and profanely because the ride was becoming ride-y again before I had anticipated. We are all now riding the monorail for funzies and watching the fireworks. Two very unrelated things: 1) There is a girl and I told her about herself rather eloquently because she was saying shit about me and we do not know each other and her only response was...

Dec 30th

Live blogging from Splash Mountain ‘cause I can. Currently with Leslie, Mat, Jessi, and JP. I like how I’m waiting for the ride while being on it. Lalalala, just making this post because- fuck

Dec 29th

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“Deep” by Nine Inch Nails Blank...

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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freewrite (untitled #104)

second-handlove: you dig my brand of crazy because yours is just as twisted. exploited by it’s own disparity. tainted by it’s own necessity to be fucked. whichever way that may be.

Dec 29th

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I like when

People tell someone they should model when they’re too short People tell someone to model because they dress nicely even though models don’t pick what they’re wearing People say they look like whales when they don’t People say everyone is beautiful People take awful pictures and call it “photography” People talk about having expensive things People make a...

Dec 28th

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So something definitely just blew up, a robot war...

Just happened again. Waiting in silence like Anne Franks’s family hiding from Nazi police.

Dec 28th

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[What I would say if I had the energy/willpower/whatever/felt like wasting more time/life/whatever] I’m just going to start taking depression medication and hope it doesn’t destroy my internal organs while paired up with the other stuff I take.

Dec 28th